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mmoa_writes at 08:30am on 08/10/2004
mmoa_writes at 08:30am on 08/10/2004So you want to know why?
Just when I think it's over, BAM! The depression strikes back. It was such a stupid thing that triggered it off, as well - boy am I pathetic.
It's like I'm on this mildly boring rollercoaster of emotions: not enough dips and spills but just that one crazy loop the loop after which you're riding at the same velocity for the last ten minutes of the ride. I mean, COME ON! I'm so numb it nearly hurts.
One thing to say though: the depression isn't nearly as deep as it has been in the past and it's been a good, what, three months, since the last really serious bout of depression I had to endure. It's still frustrating though, that I am one of those inherantly melodramatic, moody bitches who are a stereotype within a stereotype. Or maybe just mad.
*thinks*
Hey! I could become a gothic poet!
Just when I think it's over, BAM! The depression strikes back. It was such a stupid thing that triggered it off, as well - boy am I pathetic.
It's like I'm on this mildly boring rollercoaster of emotions: not enough dips and spills but just that one crazy loop the loop after which you're riding at the same velocity for the last ten minutes of the ride. I mean, COME ON! I'm so numb it nearly hurts.
One thing to say though: the depression isn't nearly as deep as it has been in the past and it's been a good, what, three months, since the last really serious bout of depression I had to endure. It's still frustrating though, that I am one of those inherantly melodramatic, moody bitches who are a stereotype within a stereotype. Or maybe just mad.
*thinks*
Hey! I could become a gothic poet!
apathetic
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