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mmoa_writes at 08:30am on 08/10/2004
mmoa_writes at 08:30am on 08/10/2004So you want to know why?
Just when I think it's over, BAM! The depression strikes back. It was such a stupid thing that triggered it off, as well - boy am I pathetic.
It's like I'm on this mildly boring rollercoaster of emotions: not enough dips and spills but just that one crazy loop the loop after which you're riding at the same velocity for the last ten minutes of the ride. I mean, COME ON! I'm so numb it nearly hurts.
One thing to say though: the depression isn't nearly as deep as it has been in the past and it's been a good, what, three months, since the last really serious bout of depression I had to endure. It's still frustrating though, that I am one of those inherantly melodramatic, moody bitches who are a stereotype within a stereotype. Or maybe just mad.
*thinks*
Hey! I could become a gothic poet!
Just when I think it's over, BAM! The depression strikes back. It was such a stupid thing that triggered it off, as well - boy am I pathetic.
It's like I'm on this mildly boring rollercoaster of emotions: not enough dips and spills but just that one crazy loop the loop after which you're riding at the same velocity for the last ten minutes of the ride. I mean, COME ON! I'm so numb it nearly hurts.
One thing to say though: the depression isn't nearly as deep as it has been in the past and it's been a good, what, three months, since the last really serious bout of depression I had to endure. It's still frustrating though, that I am one of those inherantly melodramatic, moody bitches who are a stereotype within a stereotype. Or maybe just mad.
*thinks*
Hey! I could become a gothic poet!
apathetic
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If you become a gothic poet, I'm afraid you're going to have to move to Australia. Sitting upon the steps of Flinder's Street Station and watching St. Paul's Cathedral all day is the only way to go in that occupation.
*hugs you*
Ragdoll cats seems like really nice pets. We should both get one :)
*hugs you again*
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